Dammit
I’ll start healthy eating in February :/
Hey big sister, what have you done?
This morning I woke up to my sister sneezing and complaining because she has to go to work. I felt guilty because I’m dying of complications of crohn’s disease and I can barely do anything other than s*** and sleep. Then it occurred to me. Why am I now living with my sister and added [..more..]
Too Old To Be Like This
I came here to tell a story. Anyways. This story starts with Zed. If you asked people to describe him it would be laden with contradictions. See he was a man of many faces. Carnivalesque in his personality. Each person had their own Idea of who Zed was. In their minds his person could be [..more..]
Parajumpers Kodiak mand Jakke Beige
On October 22, 2012 at 9 a.m. V. Buckley Moss a local artist and breast cancer survivor will be leading this year’s walk to assist breast cancers. Consisting of 1 mile (5k) the walk supports those that survived, nonetheless are what caused fighting and people who have left too soon due to this disease. <a [..more..]
Getting tired of waiting!
I’m so tired, so dreadfully tired of waiting and I’ll explain. As a poor college student working part time at the same college isn’t stressful enough. I get a constant emotional struggle at home, with the only friends I truly know are hundreds if not thousands miles away from me. I just want/wish that I [..more..]
Friends are the ones who hurt
i just want my best friend back.i guess thats all there is.and boy in my 3rd period class,im sorry.and boy on the bus,with the scar on his face,im sorry.i dont know where you’ve been. but you know what i really want?i just want my best friend to look at me,the way he always did.i dont [..more..]
May the weather not hinder your happiness
Good day, all 🙂 I just wanted to hope everyone is alright this wintery season, well, in parts of the United States anyway. Whether it be the ice and snow or just the cold. I hope everyone can do their best to remain warm and contend during this time. Indeed it can be difficult with [..more..]
Miss you… every day more and more till eternity
I miss you my dear friend, best friend i ever had, my beloved dog. It has been more than six months since you passed and i want you to know you still are missed. Oh if i could only once again caress that beautiful head. I still remmember our last walk when i knew that [..more..]
The limits of love
I tried to love him in a different way. He tried hard to protect me. He went out of his way, but pretending not to, as usual. I can tell that. Why must so many unlucky things happen to us? Why must idiots keep bothering us and accusing us so unfairly? I’ve tried my best. [..more..]
Just need to let things out…
why am i always doing things wrong? i let some many people down and i dont know why? i try my best to give it my all but sometimes thats not enough!! i just want to scream out and let everything out!!! uggggh!! WHY DO THINGS HAVE TO BE SO DAMN COMPLICATED