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Posted by on 2015/01/26 under Uncategorized

Ive been in a depression my whole life.. Since i can remember it was always a piece of me and controlled what i did. It wasnt until high school that it fully came into effect and started controlling everything. I’ve been going to therapy and i will be prescribed medication soon. Over the months ive made great strides to beating my depression. Theres no more need to cut or want to end my life. Today tho my past came back to haunt me and its like im taking 10 steps back. I know today will be a terrible day. But once work is over i should be fine and in the comforts of my own home. People say to live your life like its the last one you’ll ever have. Thats a lie.. Life is gonna be full of choices which will have consequences that you will have to live with. I’ve made decisions that had consequences… But they also had unforeseen consequences that i hadnt noticed at the time. I will make it through this. These consequences and my past wont hold me back any longer. I know who i am now and who i want to be in my life. No one will take that away from me and if they try theyre in for one tough ass fight.

One thought on “My Past

  1. oceandemon says:

    Depression is a tough struggle, especially to beat. I’m glad that you’re getting medication for it after so long. And I hope such medication can help you.

    Life does have many choices and consequences as well. However, I hope you can rise above it all and can continue to move forward when pushed back.

    I hope happiness shines upon you and you can live your life with love and laughter. Until then, I shall believe in you.

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