14-05-12(18:00:46)
I still think about you, my first. I still think about how good you made me feel. How no one since you has been able to make me feel how YOU made me feel. No one has been as big either. I think I regret not sleeping with you that one time you paid for [..more..]
11-05-12(21:10:02)
“I am not a positive individual right now babe….we can talk about it when we get home.” You saying that annoys me. A lot. I try and be positive and s*** for you all the f***ing time and the ONE time I WANT you to make me feel better you don’t/can’t. Just goes to show [..more..]
10-05-12(11:20:52)
I hate my life. I love my little boy. I hate my husband who is so controlling with everything. I can not do anything or buy anything with out him looking over my shoulder all the time. I wish we could finish our house so it looks somewhat like a house. What to do.
09-05-12(18:26:50)
I see you sitting on gchat ALL the time…EVERYDAY now…You spoke to me first. I spoke to you the 2nd time…I’m not about to re-initiate it again. That’s when I feel like I’m annoying/bothering you. I want to ask you how the GMAT went. I want to know if you enjoyed your reunion weekend here. [..more..]
09-05-12(6:52:03)
Tonight I wanted to call you. I wanted to hug you and tell you how much I care about you. Every night I want to kiss you and see you smile. The other morning I watched how perfectly your mouth parted just when you started to fall asleep. I could feel your arms relax their [..more..]
09-05-12(2:57:17)
Love is crazy, how can i love this man if he makes me cry and go crazy so much? I want to punch him and kiss him at the same time
08-05-12(6:55:18)
Why can’t you love me the way I love you . I would give anything for us to be more than just friends ,but you will never look at me in such a way. We play around all the time but when we play I’m really not I’m wanting it to be real. Though I [..more..]
03-05-12(22:19:37)
my friends can be so apathetic sometimes. they just go on without consideration for me most of the time when it comes down to stuff like making plans and it’s annoying, really. They’re cool when we hang out at school and stuff, but they just need to make more of an effort outside of that.
03-05-12(18:09:27)
why is it that i feel so numb but at the same time i feel so much pain…… alone and left to drowned in my thoughts that reach to every inch of my brain. sometimes i feel lost without you. but then i realize that you would have just held me back… kept me somewhere [..more..]
03-05-12(0:54:17)
it’s 5 A.M and i love you. In two years, i am going to love you. Exactly four months ago, i loved you. Five years, two days and six minutes, i will love you. When i am 70 years old and sitting on my porch in a big white house on a lake, i will [..more..]