Hard to breathe
About a year ago I started working at my dads catering company and it all started off fine until he started pushing me and giving me abuse, not that much physically a lot more mentally. It got to the point where I was cutting my wrists at least twice a week. One night it got [..more..]
Thank you.
I’ve never told you about the cutting, suicidal thoughts or the constant feeling of worthlessness and lack of will to live. You’re such a good friend to me; even if you don’t know it, which I don’t think you do. I love spending time with you because everything just floats away. This is when you [..more..]
My friend ignores me and leaves me out :/
I’ve known my best friend since we were 2. we were really close a couple years ago and joined gymnastics together. She made loads of friends straight away but I have anxiety and find it hard to get close to people. She now never seems to want to speak to me or go out anywhere [..more..]
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Reading some of the posts here makes me feel so good. I feel like I’m not alone and at the same time, I feel so lucky.
life
people think they have it bad like when they dont get that special toy or movie or what ever. but people REALLY have it bad like they dont have a home to live in or food to eat stuff like that. The next time you want somthing and you dont get it dont wine and [..more..]
Confused :/
As i look back in my life i should be happy of all the wonderful things i have but for some reason i cant be happy. Ima girl who acts like her life is perfect and is happy all the time but inside im not so happy. I dont know why maybe because ive had [..more..]
I don’t know and I don’t care
At a young age I realized that life is not fair something that cannot be controlled. It never waits for when you’re ready or when you are prepared. For a long time now I felt I have been waiting for something, something that would change all my negative outlooks and turn them positive or a [..more..]
18-06-12(14:38:53)
After 5 years you have stopped talking and blocked me on face book… this time I think its the end…i know i have thought this before but this time its different… I seriously think its the end. Its been 3 months since we last spoke.. I wish I had the guts to ring you 🙁 [..more..]
17-06-12(8:16:38)
My thoughts after Iraq are nowhere close to what they were before. I’m angry and depressed and I hate myself. I chose my participation and now I despise myself for being naive! I want to back to the time before Iraq… If only I could.
13-06-12(3:05:43)
My biggest secret is that I’m f***ing terrified of the future. I’m terrified of what’s going to happen to me, what’s going to happen to my parents, my brother… I’m scared because I don’t know and I don’t have any control of what’s going to happen. And I won’t know until then. I’m feeling so [..more..]