29-04-12(21:11:35)
I hate being 5000 miles apart. Long-distance really sucks. I only have 3 months more, and I know it will fly. But right now, I’m sad and I miss him terribly. Studying abroad has been the greatest experience of my life in many ways, but at the end of the day, I can’t wait for [..more..]
27-04-12(23:15:53)
You’re the only guy I’m talking to right now, you’re the first guy I ever gave everything to and that’s why maybe we should stop hooking up. It’s hard for me to see you every time and have to pretend we’re “just friends” when my feeling for you is more than that. Maybe we should [..more..]
26-04-12(2:39:27)
Why does it feel like every opportunity is passing me by? if time does move, why am i not moving with it? why do some songs without words say much more than songs with words? life?
22-04-12(2:25:12)
i have a boyfriend and we have bin together for 10months now :/ 6months into our relationship i gave him my cookie and after that i have nto bin recieving the same respect or ANYTHING love, attention nothing at all from him it hurts me and then he expects me to continue doign the same [..more..]
18-04-12(19:55:56)
I hate losing. I’m too competitive. But for the first time today, I wasn’t first place. He was. The one I like. So how am I supposed to find the energy to be mad? I just want school to be over.
17-04-12(15:04:49)
i thought that this time would be different…but i guess it’s not…what can i do when you don’t talk to me and you don’t even see me … you smile and laugh with me while i’m wondering if you love me..like i do…i wish you can feel what i feel then maybe you will be [..more..]
14-04-12(5:40:30)
All of my friends are so pretty. I feel ugly. I feel I’m not worth a penny. They’re so beautiful inside out I’m so jealous. Why are they so perfect? Why can’t I be just a bit like them? I’m so jealous. I’m ugly and worthless. People don’t give a s*** about me because I’m [..more..]
14-04-12(4:51:46)
He wasnt there for me when I needed him. I am now lost in a sea of pain and hate. He left me for dirt and went to another. He has made my life a living hell. Why did he use me? Why did he forget everything we had for that time. He is a [..more..]
14-04-12(0:40:52)
I’m just someone to you. I’m just someone you messing with. I know I should not get attached, I promise myself I would not let this feeling get to me, but look where it got me. I’m falling for you each day. Your kiss still gets me every time but why does it even matter [..more..]
12-04-12(9:43:03)
why do i love him soo much it hurts. I know i cant get him but every time i want to do something else to forget him i get distracted. I feel so low 🙁