29-11-11(2:25:33)
i cant help you. im trying and i cant. i cant figure out how to make you smile again. i cant figure out how to make you happy again. we used to be so happy together then both our lives pretty much dropped down the steepest hill, a hill that we cant get back up. [..more..]
20-10-11(23:00:19)
I feel irratated my mom is so mad over everything, i feel like i cant do anything right, whatever i do isnt good enough, I feel depressed, and there is nothing i could do about it because my mom dosent want to deal. I feel selfish because she is on treatment i hate fightng with [..more..]
21-09-11(15:15:37)
I just want to feel pretty! Apparently I am not because Im never told it like all of my friends. Sometimes everything overwhelms me! I just want to be liked and loved, isnt that what we all want? I can’t even tell myself that Im pretty, I have no self confidence left. It all left [..more..]
19-09-11(21:58:30)
so here goes. i assume no one will read this, but if at least one person does ill feel better. everyone knows about the “pressure to be perfect” but i take it further. if i see an imperfection in myself i just have to keep at it until its gone. im 14 years old, 8 [..more..]
19-09-11(7:37:35)
Life isnt getting any easier with out…Daniel why did you have to leave things like this… Why couldnt you just say goodbye instead of just leaving and ignoring the fact that yes I do exist….I know you didnt owe me anything and vice versa but after 4 years dont you think i would have been [..more..]
29-08-11(7:27:01)
what have i done, i have f***ed everything up with you and i wish i couldve been better. i have another chance with you but its hard to prove everything to you when i dont even think you believe in me. and i want to show you how amazing you are. i want to finally [..more..]
11-08-11(9:59:30)
I kind of dont feel real anymore … i feel like one night i’ll go to sleep and then ill just wake up and a new life will be waiting for me. But isnt that Death? Will i just move on and my soul will pass to another body? what i dont understand is that [..more..]
i know im alot more fortunate than most but why do i always feel like my life is so horrible…. my parents wont let me do anything they are wayyy to protective! and guys are my worst problem guy 1 is the one guy i have wanted since 6th grade (im in 9th) guy 2 [..more..]
you know that feeling? when you tell yourself “you cant break down, you cant fall because of this, this isnt even worthy of crying youre such a wuss” but even as youre saying this you are breaking down. when you know youre not alone and you know help is a finger width away, but you [..more..]