Him
Well ive been with this guy for 6 months and like were on a brake nd he acts all happy and s*** and i feel like he doesnt care and he called me his homie like what the heck and i felt like he happy without me and its annoying already and i feel like [..more..]
Second choice
Right now most of my friend have boyfriends and i don’t. As if that wasn’t depressing enough i feel like they have forgotten about me totally. I don’t have a very good enviorment at home and they know that, and still no one have asked me how i am i a looong time. I’ve been [..more..]
im scared of myself
im scared of myself. my temper is out if control. my mind tells me to stop, but i fuel up with more rage. i have no ine to trust. my parents had a divorce and my mom blames it on me. my father isnt around anymore he moved out of the country and i wish [..more..]
I just cant express
My Love, I hate it when im so upset with you, and I cant tell you how I feel because I dont want to make you feel guilty. I know you try to make me happy, and you do. Its just the little things that hit me the most. I am not good at sharing [..more..]
new thing
I got something new today that isnt as good as its predecessor but only because I am not use to it I hope . I got so use to the other that I became good with it and now I feel back at square one . I need to remind myself not to take things [..more..]
I Don’t Know What To Do…
The guy i like ALOT flirts with me everyday, all day. Yet i dont think that he likes me.. all my friends do, but he doesnt ever tell me he does. We’ve dated before, and i havent stopped liking him since ive met him really… I dont know if i should ask him how he [..more..]
Life cant get worse .
this isnt happeing , my best friend is moving away to another school , ive beencrying all day what shuld i do she is my sis :'(
07-05-12(5:08:51)
why? why are you changing? you used to be so nice, innocent, and pure. now youre trying to change yourself to be someone like me. im not perfect, should i be happy that you want to be like me? some people would say yes, but i say no! i have tried to harm myself, im [..more..]
28-04-12(14:20:26)
My Counciler told me, “Many people expereance the pain of lossing people precious to them. But i just shoot right back at her, “But their pain isnt mine. Im alone with the pain and burdens I carry, because im not them, and they didnt lose what I lost. They lost someone or something precious to [..more..]
16-04-12(2:25:37)
i love you so much.. but i want to cry. im tired of trying to help us work out. but its to much for me. i just need for you to tell me you love me. you want to be with me. that im not the only one trying to work things out. but you [..more..]