you know that feeling? when you tell yourself “you cant break down, you cant fall because of this, this isnt even worthy of crying youre such a wuss” but even as youre saying this you are breaking down. when you know youre not alone and you know help is a finger width away, but you feel utterly and desperately alone. you dont know what to do with yourself. and everyone around you acts like its so obvious that you should be carrying this burden. like your pain isnt even a pain at all. today is that kind of day, the kind of day that you need somewhere to write.