24-03-12(7:24:25)
This past week has been one hell of an emotional roller coaster… Last Saturday 17th March I got a text message from my sister who said you need to cum here… It was like i instantly knew that something was wrong…I took off to her place to find other family members cars there and my [..more..]
18-03-12(9:03:49)
another one just wants nothing but sex seems like I can never just find the guy I’m looking for.. my heart is shattered I am convinced I’ll forever be alone.
16-03-12(4:16:47)
I hope that someone will notice that i am just pretending to be strong and happy…. will anyone notice it is all just an act ??? I hope i could smile from the bottom of my heart
15-03-12(22:23:45)
im so mad not sure why i think it might stem from the a past 3 nights of dreams of my ex we broke up almost a year ago but i just dont know anymore i need to move but u still haunt me i loved you with everything but you ripped my heart out
15-03-12(11:03:48)
The truth is often painful but so is living a lie……. Forever Love……….. Daniel <3 how my heart bleeds for you….
10-03-12(2:57:11)
Why am I still feeling this way? Why am I still sad and alone while you’re happy? Don’t you know how much you hurt me all those months ago? Did you even really care about me? I know that you don’t feel the same anymore because you dated another girl after me (even if it [..more..]
05-03-12(5:54:41)
Why don’t they say ‘I love you’? Those words are foreign to me now. I heard my father say it to me once before bed, a long time ago. I cried all night long. I long for them to tell me those words, to hold me in their arms and let me cry all my [..more..]
04-03-12(17:36:58)
Love? heh waste of time. for me.. i’ve been in so many relationships and i loved but i have only truly been in love with one person and that person was Jordan.. mann i was with him for so long. i was so happy with him. until he cheated on me and that tore me [..more..]
02-03-12(11:12:38)
Just when I think I am on top of my feelings and coping with life everything crashes around me……. Its like all of a sudden i wake up and realize that who i want i will never have and who i have isnt who I want… I feel awful for thinking that let alone writing [..more..]
02-03-12(5:13:20)
My beliefs are the most freeing and the most caging things in my life. When I was a kid, I could point to someone else and say, I am this way because they told me to be this way. I can’t do that anymore. I have to point to the bible and say, I am [..more..]