05-02-12(5:00:27)
It hurts my heart very much to see our world as it is. It hurts to know that in some places, the hardest decision is life or death, while my hardest decision is which restaurant to eat at. It hurts to know the gay people are so hated for who they find attractive. It hurts [..more..]
01-02-12(10:58:39)
I remember the first time I met you. You were kind, your smile warm eyes inviting. I told myself I will not develop a crush on you, I wash already crushing on your friend and I wanted to stick it out for the bigger guy. Well, it backfired I have a huge crush on you, [..more..]
01-02-12(7:08:41)
I am always always alone when i am crying. Keeping all my feelings at the bottom of my heart and locking it up with strongest lock i have with all my might so that i don’t have to feel it anymore but IT DOES NOT WORK. I thought i would hold it in and wait [..more..]
01-02-12(2:28:38)
Everytime i would try talking to him, i would be blown off and told to go look for help from our Creator.. He did it with the best intentions never realizing the problem needed to be solved between us.. I chose to set everything aside and have faith we would work out. I let my [..more..]
30-01-12(12:13:02)
Gosh its getting harder again…. Your all i can think about… Your all I want…. Your all I need… your all i desire….. Your all I long for but sadly your what I cant have…..Our chats are on again off again and that makes it hard… I just want to talk to you all day… [..more..]
30-01-12(2:48:08)
Dear Mom and Dad, You guys don’t love each other. Seeing you guys together is painful; you never hug, never kiss, never even say you love the other. You have arguments, but for my sisters sake and mine, you never fight. You know, honestly, sometimes I wish that you guys would get a divorce. Seeing [..more..]
29-01-12(5:12:27)
So today I whent and looked at my ex first love boyfriends Facebook And I remember this saying that says you will alway love your first love But to tell you the truth that’s a lie cuz I tooled at his pictures and I felt Nothing at all! The sayings should be you will always [..more..]
29-01-12(2:19:58)
If you honestly asked me if I enjoy our relationship. I would say mostly no. You hurt my feelings all the time and I know your flirting with other girls/ You asked me out cuz you needed a date to homecoming. We’ve become really close though cuddling going to movies all those things. You tell [..more..]
29-01-12(2:08:24)
Trust another with your heart, hold it out in front you, bared to the world, and trust them not to hurt it. The hardest thing to do, such a simple need. My heart is back, not broken, but still bitter. How much of this “crush” is just make believe in my mind? I don’t need [..more..]
26-01-12(8:19:17)
What is it about him? Why did you fall for him? When do I get to be happy?!! It hurts so bad! I’m tored between my love for you and the pain. I know it would be best if I got over you but how can I? You are the first person who cared, the [..more..]