23-01-12(3:43:04)
back to life again, none. thought maybe after almost 30 years of marriage it would be our time to enjoy each others company but not so. i do everything i can for him, the kids do everything they can and never complain. still he is a grump from hell just about every day. he has [..more..]
22-01-12(23:31:56)
There is this guy who i love but he keeps chanches his mine about me everytime im about to move on he comes into my life again! I wish he can just love me or just leave me and my pain alone… I wish i could just move on just like he does. it seems [..more..]
21-01-12(18:02:51)
Dear Amanda. If I never win your heart it would heart but I would heal, we could still be friends. But if I lose you to him I would never forgive myself, I don’t know if we could still be friends then. I can’t imagine the pain I would feel if you fell for him. [..more..]
17-01-12(6:33:55)
You dont f***ing love me! You never f***ing did! Your just a piece of s*** who used me like the f***ing others! YOu know what i dont f***ing want you! your nothing to me! absolutly nothing! i hate yoir god damn face! i hate you with all my heart! I never ever want to be [..more..]
16-01-12(21:52:09)
I don’t like the way some people live by motto’s!When people say just belive in yourslef,what if you have looked right down inside you,but you still can’t see that beief? When they say never give up,just keep going!What if there is nothing there to keep you going?You should look in the mirror everyday and tell [..more..]
13-01-12(3:44:33)
I wanna know why I was always the one who got left behind, forgotten and left alone, period. It’s always the same story, I feel. I mean, I can barely remember my childhood but I know I can’t remember it simply because of how many heart breaks I went through. Dealing with my parents divorce, [..more..]
12-01-12(20:24:21)
He said to me that he “got nervous”. And my heart broke into a thousand pieces. My thoughts… you stopped calling because you got nervous? You stopped texting because you were nervous about what you were feeling and where this could go… You stopped everything that was working just fine because of how you felt… [..more..]
08-01-12(8:11:39)
Everyone says “Why are you sad?” And i always reply “how can you tell” then they answer “The Pain in your eyes.” the pain in my eyes? what about the pain in my heart??? My eyes only let you see my heart but you say you can tell from my eyes, i hate my eyes, [..more..]
03-01-12(19:01:57)
life is hard,it makes me feel sad,depressed that i will never see my mum again ever i miss her with all my heart,and wish i could see her !!!!
03-01-12(8:19:23)
feels as if my true love will never come along with anything i happen to want in a guy.. sex seems to be all thats up for grabs but not a heart…life is short.. true love is by far something i would love to have before i leave this place too. but being a doormat [..more..]