Trapped In A World
I cannot move on because I keep living in the past. So much has happened to me. My mother died when I was very young. My father remarried this horrible woman. I know, it sounds like Cinderella. Except in this case I do not have step sisters. Or a fairy godmother or prince. In fact, [..more..]
lost in the clouds
well ive recently been getting in trouble lately in school i am falling two of my classes been accused of stealing and parents dissapointed there is a boy who i am trying my best to have something with him but i dont know if i will he has hurt me in the past we are [..more..]
Who am i supposed to be?
I’m not very good with words and i’m not good at saying or in this case typing my thoughts. But im not here to get people to read whats in my head, just to let off the weight thats always building up in my mind. Forgive my rudeness. My name is not something that i [..more..]
Why?
(sorry for little to know punctuation or bad grammar just want to write my thoughts down.) I am depressed and confused. I’m not sure anything I do is right anymore, I think I’m a horrible father and my wife has told me that I am a bad husband. I was an artist and a photographer. [..more..]
Just a Dream
As a little girl, I never had a father in my life. Being a child, I never thought much of it. It seemed I thought he would someday show up, and be like all the other girls daddies. More and more as I grew up, I started to realize, maybe he never will show up. [..more..]
Who Am I ?
To my mother I am the daughter who has it all right but does it all wrong. To my father I am the child who has no problem with acting as his mother. To my little brother I am the greatest big sister who can do no wrong. To my older brother I am the [..more..]
Everyone is alone
You came alone in this world and you will go alone from here. Our problems are ours and nobody else’s. If you think someone will come to help you, forget about it. Your mother, father, sister brother etc. Nobody can do anything. Your problem is yours. Really think about it. You only have God with [..more..]
10-06-12(19:56:42)
You left me by myself. You said you would be there for me but where are you now? You said “if you would fall i will be there to catch you.” Well i’ve fallen and where were you to catch me? We were always together, now we are not. What happen to us? You were [..more..]
24-05-12(23:08:30)
My parents always fight and it makes me feel weird and alone so I sometimes lie to friends say everything is alright so there won’t be drama I have anorexia and I wasn’t supposed to tell anyone not even my father knew I was feeling alone a friend came over I told her then this [..more..]
28-04-12(15:01:08)
I can be happy, i can be sad , sometimes i get so sad and angry about my life yet sometimes i love my life so badly i cant believe i never wanted it. I have fights with my dads however they are minor i am the youngest, not being vain, the cleverest everyone wants [..more..]