I cannot move on because I keep living in the past. So much has happened to me. My mother died when I was very young. My father remarried this horrible woman. I know, it sounds like Cinderella. Except in this case I do not have step sisters. Or a fairy godmother or prince. In fact, not one person saved me from this abusive b**** growing up. I was seven years old when she moved in with us. And she burned all of my pictures of my mother without my father knowing. She burned all of my pictures from my even younger childhood. She beat me, called me horrible things. And then I started to hate my father because I always wondered why he loved a woman like her. And now… I am twenty years old. And I cannot love because I am afraid the same thing will happen to me again, this abusive relationship thing. I have not seen my father in over four years and I just want to be on my own, but I am damaged from my past. I have nightmares.. horrible thoughts.
I’m very sorry about what happened to you. But you can’t run away from every relationship because of fear. You need to face your fear, maybe confront your dad and step mom? I know it’s hard and it sucks, but if you do it you’ll feel a lot better after a while!
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Regards,
Koti.