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Posted by on 2012/11/30 under Uncategorized

I’m not very good with words and i’m not good at saying or in this case typing my thoughts. But im not here to get people to read whats in my head, just to let off the weight thats always building up in my mind. Forgive my rudeness.
My name is not something that i want to speak to you about but it is the first step that started to confuse me. They call me sylvia or a name that reminds them of me. So am i really sylvia? Who is sylvia? I’m not asking who i’m going to be in the future, i’m asking who am i now. What do i want? All these questions are always in my head, and of course theres alot more. I know you or anybody else can answer these, but im tired of not knowing. Exscuse me for complaining, but i dont want to complain to someone i know, face to face.
I’ve noticed that my brothers are becoming replicas of our parents. My oldest brother is a drugie, who has thoughts of killing himself and is showing signs of slowly becoming insane that is mother junior. My other brother is the second oldest, hes smart, sarcastic, drinks, and everything like my father. Then theres me, i think completly different from everyone else in my family, i act different. Dont get me wrong, i dont want to be anything like them. My father is a hypracrite and my mother is something that i cant describe but its nothing good. But theres no one else that i can be, or anything like. My brothers are not alone, to where they dont know who they are. But i am, WHO AM I? I’m not ike my friends, i see things complely different from the rest of the world. Everyone has wings, some are differnet colors then the rest. But when you have wings that mean you can fly to your destiny, while there me stripped from the chance of getting the wings in the first place. Am i supposed help people notice there wings and gradgually help them get to where there supposed to go? If i am, why?

One thought on “Who am i supposed to be?

  1. Anonymous says:

    The wonderful thing is.. it is your choice who you want to be. You do not have to grow up to be like your mother and father because it is your choice, your destiny. And it is okay that you don’t know just who you are yet. I don’t know either. Of course you have wings, all things are possible. My best friend had a really hard childhood, but is now a very successful doctor all because she pushed herself to do it. I have faith in you. And do not worry about other people reaching their destinies, they will know what to do. Make a path of your very own.

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