Why is everything i do wrong?
I sit there crying, wondering….Why am I still alive? I can feel it now, I glance down I see it dripping on to my mattress. Its red bright red, I don’t care I keep going, and I cant stop. Why cant I stop? Why cant everything & everyone just go away? I glance back down [..more..]
People who never listen !!!
I CAN’T STAND people who don’t listen and just do what they want !!!!! Wth is wrong with them !!!!!? How about considering what a said, listen to me, maybe i’m right !? But no, they always do what they what, and everything else is crap!
i need to figure myself out…
I have to stop overthinking everything….and making sure everything is perfect. More than anything else, I want to stop talking to people in general statements. I can’t help it, I need time, and I want to do the things I like. I need to figure what I like and stop emulating others.
decisions
Moved from the city to a small place. I am someone that believes that everything happens for a reason. I have been with my boyfriend for 11 years… I know long time but high school sweet hearts. I am afraid that this want the best move, but I am always cheerfully optimistic. The fact is [..more..]
Am I alone?
I am sitting here by myself drinking wine as I’ve done so many nights… I wake up feeling like s*** but continue to do it. I’m in a so called relationship with a man that is so emotionally stunted I can’t even begin to describe. I’ve been in this relationship for 10 years and we [..more..]
I wish
Sometimes I wish I could go back in time and redo everything. Girl you were my entire world, without you I was/ am completely lost. I hurt you more than any man could bare to live through I will be sorry until the day I die. I wish you had the courage to take me [..more..]
moving on
everything is now changing almost every single class mate of mine from my eight grade year in middle school is now busy.were all in high school now…its more harder for me to see everyone now a days.all my best friends are in different schools and that just leaves me by myself all alone but i [..more..]
SHOULD I TELL HIM?
When I here his name what comes to mind is love.. I am in love with HIM and he doesn’t even know it. i mean we are talking and stuff but he just doesn’t realize how i feel about him and i cant tell him because I am afraid of loosing him and every thing [..more..]
I’m stumped………
I like this guy and he likes me back, but we’re only best friends. I can’t help but feel jealous over something that happened with him and a few friends from before. He told me about this before and it was a completely different thing from now. Obviously, I can’t tell him about this because [..more..]
I don’t have anyone anymore.
Where do I start? I’m a closeted gay boy, and I met this guy online a few years ago, not knowing that he would have such an impact on my life. He lived close, but too far away to visit very often. We basically became bff’s or what we called gay best friends. And sometimes, [..more..]