Posted by Anonymous on 2012/11/13 under Uncategorized Moved from the city to a small place. I am someone that believes that everything happens for a reason. I have been with my boyfriend for 11 years… I know long time but high school sweet hearts. I am afraid that this want the best move, but I am always cheerfully optimistic. The fact is that I am not sure I love him anymore. Maybe that’s why I am here to realize that. I have started to reconnect and rediscover my love for music, arts and film. Trying to grey back into the entertainment industry. I happened to meet someone who plays in a band, it was fleeting but I just can’t quite get him out of my head. I was asked to bartend a wedding at request of a bride this coming up weekend and when I saw the set up list what do you know his band is playing coincidence? Fate? I don’t know any more…”everything happens for a reason” I guess we will see what Saturday night brings. Maybe I am here to give them some contacts. I have been offered a job in the city maybe I will take it. Just wish we hadn’t bought a house here!!!! Ugh…
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Maybe its a test of your relationship,commitment.Ask yourself where do you from here and talk more with your boyfriend.
I have tried but any serious conversation lately has been lost on him. Which is just harboring more feelings and searching out the meaning to my life. If i would ever tell this to my family i’m afraid all i would ever hear is “I told you so”. I’m going to continue to be cheerfully optimistic and gage what happens on Saturday.
Let him know its important for you to have that talk with him.Do it when he is not busy with something,when you two are alone.Once he understands that its important for you two to talk he will,you are together that long that you know that he cares.And think about what do you want.