I Don’t Really Know
To tell the truth i’m just typing right now not really knowing what to type…But not everyone knows everything…Like i don’t know what to put this under…Or what to type…So i’m just going to say i don’t know what i’m typing or saying but what i do know is that nobody really knows…Except for you [..more..]
Guys -.-
why are guys so complicated? i mean seriously, one minute they’re acting as if they’re in love with you and the next they’re ignoring your, texts, tweets, facebook messages and so forth. a really good friend of mine, is absolutely undoubtedly in LOVE. the word so many boys, are afraid of. why? because they’re wimps, [..more..]
Stuck between a rock and a hard place
At the age of 18 I fell in love with a man that I worked with. We’ll call him Keyan. (A name that came up in our relationship) It was love at first sight and our relationship moved very fast. After a month and a half of dating I found out I was pregannt. We [..more..]
why do I feel..
Just when I thought everything was going good.. I got this random feeling where I feel ugly and alone. Like no one would ever have the time to get to really know me and be there with me
Fighting
Why do we fight? We do we take the little time we have in our lives to fight? Fighting is not love. But it can be found by two people in love. God knows why we fight. I just wonder. I guess if we didn’t fight we’d never get through so much. We’d never have [..more..]
come back
i used to look at people who fell in love and admire them. i would try and figure out how its done. how the process begins. if there was a pattern of some sort, or a warning sign that it was happening. its really just all about how you feel. feelings. thoughts. actions. theres so [..more..]
stay
it always starts with my most loved ones. they all end up leaving me. it hurts. no one sees anything in me worth staying for. i always wonder if there is someone there that will stay. someone that i think is just as great. the most recent one i’ve been loosing is my best friend. [..more..]
Life is hard..
Everything is going wrong.. I hate the way things are going right know and i can’t do anything about. I’m going through a lot and i feel like i can’t talk to anyone about it. Sometimes i try to forget about itand pretend to be happy, but that only works for so long. I really [..more..]
Trust.
The one person, my Mother, that I only ever truly trusted. Commited suicide. I don’t think that there is really an answer on how to re-learn everything. But it seems that trusting people is now my biggest problem. I can’t understand this. How am I supposed to trust anyone? Why does it seem like people [..more..]
Can’t Win
It seems every thing i do is wrong, i try my hardest and it’s still wrong. Nothing i do these days is right. Doesn’t matter if someone else hasn’t done it right, it’s only bad when i don’t do it. F*cks sake. I have ruined my whole future in these past couple of years through [..more..]