04-02-12(22:02:47)
im dont know what to do everything is so crazy
31-01-12(6:30:50)
I haven’t cried this much in a while. I feel so messed up and worthless. My anxiety is getting the best of me. I don’t know why everything makes me so nervous and shaky but I can’t control it and I’ve had enough. I’ve become depressed and over emotional about everything I am going through [..more..]
27-01-12(1:56:58)
You ever just wanted to be accepted for who you were. There is two sides to me, One said a bit naturally is all happy and bubbly. The other is screaming out and raging a inner war with myself. Throughout my life everything I ever did was on spotlight. Everyone in the family knew my [..more..]
23-01-12(8:37:55)
i posted my sofa up for sale this week end. i love this sofa, its a vintage-retro sofa that is salmon colored and has a tufted back board, she ugly and different yet beautifully right. most of all her and i have a history. this is so dumb to be upet about when other poeple [..more..]
21-01-12(4:42:47)
The general thought is that when you go home, everything should be relaxing and nurturing as you have probably spent your whole day either in school or at work stressing about everything. What happens if the only supposed sanctuary you have has now become another unpleasant place. It’s sad, and sometimes it would just never [..more..]
17-01-12(21:53:39)
I have heartburn everday. My chest gets tight it becomes hard to breathe. Saw my doctor today said everything was ok. Im still in pain. I hope i just get through this pain. I hope my grandfather gets through his pain aswell. Same to all people of this earth. Pain sucks. It hurts.
13-01-12(4:25:26)
Why is everything so secretive when it comes to you? Like you have to do everything behind my back if it doesn’t involve me being with you at the time. I don’t get it. Why can’t you just talk to me? Ask me how my day was. Tell me how your day was. I hate [..more..]
13-01-12(3:44:33)
I wanna know why I was always the one who got left behind, forgotten and left alone, period. It’s always the same story, I feel. I mean, I can barely remember my childhood but I know I can’t remember it simply because of how many heart breaks I went through. Dealing with my parents divorce, [..more..]
12-01-12(20:24:21)
He said to me that he “got nervous”. And my heart broke into a thousand pieces. My thoughts… you stopped calling because you got nervous? You stopped texting because you were nervous about what you were feeling and where this could go… You stopped everything that was working just fine because of how you felt… [..more..]
09-01-12(5:44:45)
I’m just so sick of everything, I’m sad and I don’t know why. I’m tire of feeling so bad I just want to relapse. My gosh, I can’t cry, I’m too tire but I can’t sleep, I’m too sad. What’s wrong with me? I want to cut again but I don’t wanna go back to [..more..]