08-05-12(1:53:24)
I’m finally almost over you, I still think of why we didn’t work and all that stuff. But I can think of us and not be close to tears anymore. It’s releaving it sucks though we loved each other so much we didn’t even do anything. But you knew me more than anyone else I [..more..]
07-05-12(0:22:10)
I wish i was everything to someone. I’m tired of being an afterthought or an, ‘Oh i like her, but not enough to want anything serious with her.’ I feel like it’s always me that throws my all into the situation. I’m just waiting for someone else to do the same.
07-05-12(0:10:37)
Lies, inconsistency, selfishness, pride. Please don’t let those get in the way. You’ll ruin everything.
02-05-12(19:02:42)
i wish i didnt love you, i wish i was like you able to throw everything away and not care.
02-05-12(1:56:11)
It’s true that life is so much easier as a little kid. Im one of the lucky people who grew up with the parents who taught me from good and bad. I remeber when I was little I was all about Pokemon and catching them all. I was so caught up in playing in the [..more..]
29-04-12(2:53:45)
So Graduation is in three weeks. In three weeks we will be done with High School forever. Am I scared? HELL yeah. Am I glad? HELL yeah. Am I going to miss people? HELL yeah. I’m going to miss those drama days, when I used slap Gavin on the back. I’m going to miss hiding [..more..]
29-04-12(0:03:17)
Today I actually want to talk to you about something. You know that you’re the only guy that I ever gave everything to? I know we’re just fwb but to me it means more than that, and that’s why I think we should maybe stop hooking up. It’s really hard for me to hang out [..more..]
28-04-12(18:26:26)
I know my mum loves me, but I think she cares more about her boyfriend, like when I’m talking to her he will just but in and she’ll just start listening to him, or if she’s watching tv and I talk to her she tells me that she wants to watch tv but if her [..more..]
22-04-12(21:01:14)
I just wish I knew what to do with myself for once in life, I mean I mess everything up. I want to eat sometimes but I can’t because I’m too fat and I don’t deserve anything to eat, I throw up what I do eat because I’m such a mess and I’m too ugly. [..more..]
14-04-12(18:29:36)
I’m tired… tired of being alone. tired that no one knows who i am. tired that everyone take the looks serious. Tired of everything has to be perfekt.