Thank you.
I’ve never told you about the cutting, suicidal thoughts or the constant feeling of worthlessness and lack of will to live. You’re such a good friend to me; even if you don’t know it, which I don’t think you do. I love spending time with you because everything just floats away. This is when you [..more..]
He loves another family? Help!
So my brother is like addicted to one of my neighbors. My neighbor is married and has 3 little kids. She is nice and everything. Problem?y brother goes up to her house EVERYDAY! Because of him, during one year the kids came up to me and kept saying “why do you hate our house huh?” [..more..]
My inner thoughts.
Is it wierd to feel like your drifting away from everyone and everything you loved? I put in all the effort and yet I find myself being a back-up friend, maybe my social skills just aren’t up to scratch, I mean my father is an alchoholic who came home every weekend drunk and I couldn’t [..more..]
If I Can Just Be Me
I don’t know what should i write , because i know no matter how much i will write ; words won’t be able to describe how hard is it going in here. I’m feeling locked it’s like a chain of endless pain , it’s even the little things in life i have to struggle for [..more..]
Untitled
Over the last few years I’ve became paranoid. About Everything . Hygiene, Injuries . . .Life . But mostly life. You see Im the type of person that just doesn’t know how to talk to people. Of Course I talk to my friends and tell them my problems . . But I feel like they [..more..]
Depressed
You’re all that I hoped I’d find in every single way… and everything I could give is everything you couldn’t take ;(
Hurt
I was hurt and betrayed so many times, that those memories still haunt me. I’m afraid my past may come up in my present life and i will have to forgo everything good that i have in life and I might have to re-live the hurt and pain. That will hurt a lot of people. [..more..]
Their is never a title to the feeling of someone!!!
Who do think you are taking my heart away like you owned it. You want to play with the heart of someone like you did when you were a kid playing with you’re cars. And, each time you would get bored you would just throw away, ignore or have a new one just so you [..more..]
Losing in Love
When someone you love tells you that they think that your mentally unstable,simply because they wronged you and you questioned why and then use that to basically erase you from their lives, it really is heartbreaking.They refuse to talk about the issue,refuse to see you after you have shared everything.How do you move on ? [..more..]
I don’t know and I don’t care
At a young age I realized that life is not fair something that cannot be controlled. It never waits for when you’re ready or when you are prepared. For a long time now I felt I have been waiting for something, something that would change all my negative outlooks and turn them positive or a [..more..]