I just want to be happy.
so i thought this summer was going to be different. i thought i would actually have fun but nope. it was more like hell summer. the last week of school was terrible so i started my summer off with basically no friends. and i felt as if though everything was crashing down. you think your [..more..]
So Lost
i am so lost in life. I have always been a great student and soccer player. Everyone has always told me that I have everything going for me in life. I have always tried to please other people because I felt like i didn’t know what I wanted. I still don’t know what i want. [..more..]
I want to write my thoughts – Does everyone think this way? Would someone want to know mine?
How can you have a day full of oxymoron’s- To feel incredibly happy and horribly disappointed – An ocean of contradicting waves-Can your feelings ever feel the same?- some things can never be the same as they once were- As hard as you try- Once paper is creased- It never can be undone- Have you [..more..]
We weren’t nothing
I miss you so much baby, I still think about you every day. I think about everything we’ve been through I think about the dates we shoulda had. I still believe in forever, I still think our love is worth waiting. You don’t know how sad I feel and miserable about me and you. But [..more..]
A Muse…?
Why must I find everything in life so trivial now? I have become an apathetic existence that finds satisfaction through conservatism and radicals. I want to experience something other than a dull buzz resulting from an anomaly in society, which is not difficult to be exposed to. I miss the shivers that swam across my [..more..]
feelings
I’m so alone. everything is always my fault. I’m only 9. please tell me its going to be alright…
:/
I guess I just don’t know what to do anymore. I’m in love with my girlfriend, but it doesn’t seem she loves me anymore. When were together it seems like she would rather spend all her time on her phone texting her friend Shawn, and not actually spending time with me. When we go to [..more..]
I don’t belong with my family
We are so different. Everything always has to be my fault. I get called names by them because I go on the laptop a lot but what teenager doesn’t these days? Anyways we go this new dog Kato right? Well everyone I in my family says I don’t take care of the dog enough. Pretty [..more..]
game over
They say that everything has an end and I guess that my life came to this end I tried everything to be happy again but it seems like nothing is working I went to a psysologist and I moved to another city maybe I’ll move on but it seems like the pain and the remorse [..more..]
I Don’t Care!!!
I’m writing just to write, Scroll over this if you want. Read it. IDC, Honestly. IDC. And that my dear reader is the biggest lie I say all the time. That is something almost everyone in the whole world says, in every language known to the tongue, heard by every ear, and read by every [..more..]