04-03-12(16:53:40)
I used to think that my future was as bright as the sun. But now, it is more like the sun on a cloudy day with bits of rays that stream down every 10 minutes and give hope. I’m grabbing onto those rays and holding on. I’m giving it everything I have and everything I [..more..]
03-03-12(4:02:08)
I’m trying really hard to not judge anything in a negative way. Everything has beauty and purpose and everybody has flaws and things that only they can bring to this world. And I think self-acceptance is a huge problem for our generation right now. We should all try to better ourselves, yes, but it comes [..more..]
02-03-12(11:12:38)
Just when I think I am on top of my feelings and coping with life everything crashes around me……. Its like all of a sudden i wake up and realize that who i want i will never have and who i have isnt who I want… I feel awful for thinking that let alone writing [..more..]
29-02-12(23:13:12)
I’m so sorry America. I am so f***ing sorry. I’ve let you down. I’ve taken advantage of you. I’ve let you become a mess. I’ve been scared. I lie to myself. I lie to others. I’m full of myself. I’m act proud. I’m truly ashamed. I wanted to be everything you want. I wanted to [..more..]
28-02-12(14:24:27)
I hate everyone and everything around me. I feel like no one can help and this awful state of mind is never going to end. My friends have problems but no matter how big they think they are, they don’t even compare to mine. I have no worth in this world. People ask me what [..more..]
28-02-12(6:08:58)
ive never been genuinely honest with myself, i mean yeah we all lie, but i think the person i lie mmost to is myself. i tell myself im happy. every day. i fake laughs, i fake smiles. every day i wake up and tell myself that the world is a good place, im not lonely, [..more..]
27-02-12(23:30:57)
i am bisexual 14 years old and i fell in love with my bestfriend who is a girl. we where friends with benefits for about 3 months then we started dating, and dated for 3months. she was my everything and we where in love, i told her everything and she told me everything. yet we [..more..]
27-02-12(23:07:33)
I don’t know what I’m doing anymore. Nothing makes sense and I can’t understand why. It’s easy, but it’s hard, I can’t deal with the mixed emotions and signals. I don’t belong with my family, a stranger, and outsider, fits in better than me. She gets strait A’s, shes super smart and they get exited. [..more..]
26-02-12(22:03:34)
We played around and watched a movie and just talked, like best friends would usually do. Then I got really tired and just laid down. So did he. Next thing I knew our lips were crashing together and all my thoughts were gone. Like I forgot how to speak and it was just me and [..more..]
23-02-12(7:00:04)
I Love You..Your the best thing that has ever hapeened to me. I would love everything you did for me. That cute face you made when I smiled at you. You were perfect.. But I was stupid and let you go. And that I am sorry for. I know you loved me, and I broke [..more..]