28-10-11(2:47:05)
I’m so annoyed with live right now!! I’m so confused…Does he like me or not?! When he sees me all he does is look at me! But o well I remember the old times atleast.. He said he would tie me to the top of his car if he moved…So much for that…I still love [..more..]
26-10-11(3:44:24)
well surprise surprise you met up with me this morning….. I got to where you are staying and i waited a couple of minutes and you came over and we talked for 15 mins before you had to leave for breakfast… It was just general chit chat nothing too exciting lol….. bit hard when your [..more..]
12-10-11(3:20:12)
my life I hate Everyday Is pain, everlasting No way to escape I need to get hit by a car. Train* I can’t even kill myself. Pathetic trapped in this world without the will to live. consumed with grief. no one to talk to about it no friends. dreams…..shattered There was a time when I [..more..]
09-10-11(22:56:20)
Ken if you ever read this one day which i doubt i want you to know how much i loved you and you broke my heart completely and and all i do each and every day is think about you i have so much pain and i noo you wouldent care but i do you [..more..]
09-10-11(0:14:06)
We were just coming back from a party, a boy in the year below was being followed by 2 guys near us. They grabbed him and we tried to get them to let go but they said they were going to shank him. We pulled him and when the guys were arguing with my friends [..more..]
10-08-11(16:29:27)
So last night I dreamed me and mom got in a bad fight and I got in my car and took off. I was in the car screaming and cussing, but I stopped right on train tracks. I sat there and all of a sudden a train hit me. It skipped scenes and I was [..more..]
07-08-11(15:15:12)
Well things were going really bad. They still are. Money was becoming an issue and my mom was being a real b**** about it. I come home one day and she bought a puppy on her credit card. It wouldn’t have been so bad if we didn’t already have 4 dogs, 2 cats, a ferret, [..more..]
22-07-11(1:14:00)
i think i got drunk the last day put into a car and made to give a guy a blow job…. im not sure it happened and i dnt want to tell people just want to write it down somewhere. great thanks.
I can’t stand how restless I feel right now. I hate that my best friend is going to be gone for so long and nothing else compares to just spending time with her. I hate that my only love interest is a thousand miles away when this week is the only time I could actually [..more..]