Posted by Anonymous on 2011/10/12 under Uncategorized my life I am so alone I hate the way I am I love you I wish you were there to see me chug down that captian, I wish you felt every f***ing cut, the ones on my arms, and the ones on my thighs I tried to hide from you. I hate you but I need you, you’ve made me insane
I hate
Everyday
Is pain, everlasting
No way to escape
I need to get hit by a car. Train*
I can’t even kill myself.
Pathetic
trapped in this world without the will to live.
consumed with grief.
no one to talk to about it
no friends.
dreams…..shattered
There was a time when I felt unstoppable
Life was perfect
I had everything I truly wanted
It was taken away from me..
The love of my life
I don’t have anyone
I have no friends
no one
I’m going to court
I’m doing horrible in tech
I’m barley passing school everything in our past haunts me
I can’t even stay happy for a whole day with you
I have the worst life ever
You said you’d do anything for me right?
Just kill me
I hate who I am
Sorry I got mad before
you were right
I really am a f***ing piece of s***
don’t let go
surely I will drown
without you holding on
It’s up to my throat and gripping
Gasping
Choking
Goodnight