Someone I’m Not, and never can be
I want things. That I most likely will never have. I want to be the girl that everyone wants to talk to. with tan skin, long hair a perfect face and a perfect smile who could have anything.. and I mean anything they ever wanted. the Best of the best. The girl who gets any [..more..]
Neighbours
Not being racist or anything but I have a family(?) of Indians living across from me. Actually I think it’s like illegal shared housing or something because there are always so many cars and people going in and out of the standard one story house. Literally there are like two different taxis, a van, a [..more..]
Stuck between a rock and a hard place
At the age of 18 I fell in love with a man that I worked with. We’ll call him Keyan. (A name that came up in our relationship) It was love at first sight and our relationship moved very fast. After a month and a half of dating I found out I was pregannt. We [..more..]
Anger Issues
We’re on the phone, I ask her if she can pick up a side for dinner on the way home. Supposedly I was asking her in an a****** way so I apologized and hugged her when she got back. But her anger… she said not to f***ing touch her and is not taking my apologies. [..more..]
I want it all to end
I always ask why me. I’m 16 and I just want it all to end. At fourteen I found the love of my life. At fifteen I was engaged and pregnant. I wasn’t ready for a baby but I was still excited. One night I get a phone calling telling me that my fiancé had [..more..]
I miss my best friend
I was told one day that I had a choice. My best friend, or a place to live. I was going through some hard things when I was told this by my mother, so I was even more upset. The worst part about it was that I had to call my friend to tell her [..more..]
FML
i suffered from depression ever since i was a lil girl. my boyfriend just went to jail i miss him like crazy i feel so empty and lonely its not even funny.. havent been out for a couple of days dont feel like going no where dont feel like eating im just really f***ed up.. [..more..]
18-06-12(3:27:05)
its fathers day and I am sad all alone all day not a friend around. my life sucks no job no car lives in moms basement. wish life was better like it was a year ago job place to live girl friend life was great hope it happends again
21-04-12(5:36:49)
In January of 1993, I arrived back at Loyola University-New Orleans after having to take a semester off. Long story short: I got into a near-death car wreck and needed recovery time. I was lugging my things up to the 5th Floor of Cabra Hall (just under a mile away from the main campus) via [..more..]
13-04-12(11:27:09)
How about a change? Turning the car around and ride far, far away in the direction, that has nothing to do with the one that I am heading to right now? Change, change, change… Big word. Deep thoughts. Always only thoughts. Stream of consciousness, no action.