I think I help people, i think i care i just don’t know myself or my thoughts.
You know I claim to want to encourage people and help people and i do for a moment, but I don’t really pay attention to them or i do but forget, I want to remember, but that’s just it,I usually don’t pay attention to the details even though I think I do, I hear and [..more..]
Thoughts
Many have probably posted before me, but a place to post ones thoughts is invaluable. I am currently and foresee-ably alone. It is funny how little and how much that matters. I don’t need someone to complete me, but I do need someone to fulfill certain needs. Blames it on my frailty, blame it on [..more..]
I Miss The Internet
I was about 7 or 8 when I first went on the Internet, 11 years ago. That Isn’t much time, but it’s more than half my life. What ever happened to Geocities, Stickdeath or the original Miniclip?! Those terrible animations and website effects on the awful page. I miss it all so much. Before Facebook [..more..]
confused
now adays u find it difficult to even get real friends… the best friend i had for almost 4-5 years ditched me in the worst way possible.. and on the worst day possible… on my birthday! i was having some family issues going on and was going through depression.. i didnt shre my feelings with [..more..]
It’s started so innocent.
I try and be caring, disciplined, honest and upfront. When i sent you that first message, i never expected that i would completely fall for you. It’s the same thoughts that run my brain, so i try and and find a new perspective. I wonder at times if you could be reading this, like you [..more..]
Lost my life
I just have lost everything I have worked hard for. I lost my family and my life. I am currently getting divorced, and have a little girl who is 11 and had my mother testify that I beat my daughter. Which is a lie… I cant believe she would do this to me! She hasnt [..more..]
So afraid
I’m so afraid that one day I’m going to lose you as you will go after someone better. But I will always love you no matter what. ~ a guy who is too sensitive and is afraid to lose you
Lost Love…Maybe?
I got really drunk one night and slept with my guy friend. It was a huge mistake but I did find out it made me ex really jealous. We kept up a casual affair where I fully admitted that it wasn’t going anywhere and he agreed to that. I broke it off when I realized [..more..]
It causes pain
Two months ago I told my crush I loved her. But she turned me down, I have no problem with that, I understand you can do that. What I don’t understand is what she did after. She started something with one of my best friends, during the time I was still recovering from the storm [..more..]
Life
you know what I wonder? sometimes I wonder how you can be so close to someone, so open. so completely honest with. someone that can take everything that has ever hurt you, and push it all away. be there for you through almost every possible thing and keep you happy. someone that you’d never think [..more..]