Dad
Dad, I love you and I’d never replace you. But there are some things you do that can really push me out of line. The fact that you treat your step-daughter like she’s not even there is bad enough, but you only care about yourself and want to impress other people. You are selfish, uncaring, [..more..]
My Anxiety.
I hate school so much that gives me a knot in my stomach, a hatred look in my eyes, and the ability to not sleep, no matter how tired I get. I really can’t stand the people, the teachers, the classes. Sure, it is a nice school and I am blessed for being given the [..more..]
Mother
I don’t think i could ever forgive you for s*** you put me through, i’m unstable and i feel like i’m losing my mind, i feel really unwanted and alone and i don’t have a single friend. I can’t stop remembering the emotional abuse and all the awful things you did to me. I’m sorry [..more..]
Remeberence
Dad, it’s not been a year since you’ve gone but each and every day there is something that reminds me of you. Often something I remember you teaching me, often something that well, just made you you. I’ll never forget you, the things you taught me. The advice you gave. The way you just listened. [..more..]
Losing hope
My dad makes me lose hope in everthing that i’ve ever believed in. In everything that keeps me going everything. I don’t know if it’s because what i believe in doesn’t excist. Or if it’s just him and his sad reality. Either way i’m losing hope in life. I don’t care if the perfect love [..more..]
ANGER
Some people take my patience away and make me so angry that i feel like hitting myself. It doesn’t make any sense that’s how ANGRY they make me. I’ve been so patient with everything i can’t handle it anymore!!
Bee sting ant bite
OWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!! Ouch I got a bee sting and a ant bite it hurts alot I just go it right now!
Never returning
Ughhhh! It made me so mad when she never return things to me like CD books and every other thing I own. She even gossip about me I think but she just never return those thing that it belongs to me I hate it these things are expensive like Make up or any other things [..more..]
reality
some times i think i have hope after watching a good korean drama where the boy takes care of the girl and the boy is hot and the girl is but then reality strikes me nothing like that will ever happen no rich hot man will fall for me and start protecting me and loving [..more..]
nothing
i was crazy about you but no one knew when the teachers announced that we had dance as part of the arts i was sad excited and nervous then because that dance i had to face my fear holding hands with you it was really scary but i know you dont like me im fat [..more..]