I wish I never met you
Hahaha I have always wonder why there is such thing as friends. I wish I never had them. ALl they do is lie and backstab you when your not looking. When you stand up for them, they never do the same. They just let it go by them like its nothing. I hate it. The [..more..]
Alone
i feel so empty that i cant describe how i feel. Like im no excisting in this world. Nobody loves me and i will never get a boyfriend/or get married.
Love
I will someday like other girl, but you’ll always remain my only reason to live..
HELPIN BY LOVING IS ALSO A CURE
LOVE CAN BE EXPRESSED BY MANY WAYS BUT DNT U THINK ITS AND PRIVILEGE TO SHOW A LOVE TO THEM AS IT MAKES THEM HAPPY I LOVE ANIMALS A LOT WE ALL SHOULD LOVE THEM AS THEY ARE BEAUTIFUL CREATION PF GOD THE MARK OF INNOCEINT AND LOVE
Why do I have to be so insecure?
I recently had someone tell me that the reason I am the way I am, is because I’m extremely insecure. I cried and realized that they were right. Why am I so insecure? I’m not sure. I feel as if I’m ripping my Fiance and our relationship apart. We have been together for 5 years [..more..]
future
Thinking about the future can be scary. Hoping you get a job out of a college education is scary. Hoping that you have got enough experience for people to hire you. Hoping that you can put yourself out there to make friends and network is scary. But What I learned is that you have to [..more..]
Am I a bad person?
I hate my brother. I truly do. I try not to, but I can’t help it. If he died, I would probably laugh. I don’t wan to be that way, but I am. Does that make me a bad person?
complicated love life
well, it is said that crush only lasts less than 6 months. so… this is not a crush anymore. I’ve been having feelings for him for almost 2 years. he’s one of my guy best friend. I’ve been trying many times to move on, and telling myself he’s just another best friend. but somehow i [..more..]
Trapped
Can I just punch a wall right now. OK, so I have been skating for alost 8 years. I have been doing synchronized ice skating for 6 years. I am so tired off it. I hate going to the rink and have to get yelled at all the time. I just stand there and get [..more..]
story of my life
i look into my eyes to only see the lies so i look into these eyes to also see this emptiness and cries i go to church to feel the pain it brings me down faster than rain i listen and i pray to only come back wondering why do i stay so i then [..more..]