lost baby pigeon
i feel so stupid for having feelings for you. i shouldve known better. you’re my best friend. and vice versa. nothing’s gonna change. even when you’ve recently hurt me, i still had the shreds of hope that you’d call me up tonight, like you used to and apologise. i hate feelings. is it possible to [..more..]
Helping other not myself
Sometimes i feel alone because i am but just at that moment, you know i have all these problems in my life, but once i’m with my friends i can’t help but have fun with them, because i would rather spend my time with my friends having fun, being happy and not worry about my [..more..]
I’m so stupid.
So my 10 year old dumb-ass decided to tell my peers that I used to have skin cancer when I was younger. Also that my family is extremely rich and that I have an ex-boyfriend in Rhode Island. Yes, I had a big problem with lying.. about everything. I told my bestfriend the truth about [..more..]
Why do I always come back?
I can’t stand the thought of you when I think of you I feel like curling up into a corner and dying. You hurt me beyond repair. I can’t even stand the thought of you. And thats why It kills me to still love you.
my life
Depression is an extreme sadness, a lack of worth in a sense. It’s more than just a frown and a tear. It’s a feeling that you are completely worthless, helpless, and that happiness is no where to be found. You are in a hole with no ladder or rope and the light above you is [..more..]
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My girl, she hurts inside and nobody knows it, she fears everything and she fears herself now, she fears her future,and it makes her panic, shes anxious about meeting people, trusting people, she dosen’t know how to have a friend or how to get one, so when she trys to, she fails, she suffers depression [..more..]
love
i wish i could see u again, and get the chance to kiss u…..
Somewhere
Some days… I watch the crowds of fellow students ebb and flow, all on their way to making lives for themselves; smart, talented, cool people. I see the business-like professors and the bright, smiling faces of social butterflies, and the buildings against the sky and the pavement gleaming in the sun. And I want to [..more..]
A world of dumbasses
My dad can’t turn a computer off properly. He ALWAYS have Firefox open because he forgets to close them all. It is f***ing annoying and it is slowing down my computer. When I wanted to use it he already turned it off. All I wanted to do is shut it down properly since he can’t [..more..]
My thoughts
My thoughts are filled with polution, sort of like this planet that we live on but beauty is all inside it, it just depends on the point that you stand up on.