Posted by Anonymous on 2013/04/02 under Uncategorized So my 10 year old dumb-ass decided to tell my peers that I used to have skin cancer when I was younger. Also that my family is extremely rich and that I have an ex-boyfriend in Rhode Island. Yes, I had a big problem with lying.. about everything. I told my bestfriend the truth about everything one year later. That I was a lying, stupid girl that is going to stop lying and my first step is to delete every lie I have told. This got her really angry and told me that im a fat, stupid lying B**** that should die. I didn’t reply back because it was the truth. Now a year later I started cutting myself and I never let anyone see them. Even though we weren’t the bestest of friends because of what I told her last year I was really desperate to talk to someone who I trusted. And so I told her about my cutting and my suicide attempt a few weeks back. She starred at me straight in the eye and told me that I lied to her and that I should attempt to actually kill myself because no one needed a liar in this world.
This really made me sad because out of all people I thought she would understand. I was not lying about the cutting or suicide attempts. This was all a month ago and I’ve been clean for a whole month and a couple days now but now that im alone in my house im thinking about that scene again and Im having bad urges. Please help me and suggest things to me.
If you want to have private conversations the only thing I could use right now is kik. Just tell me and suggest thing in the comments. Will really help.