My Struggles (cont’d)
As time went on, we would discuss my issues in the privacy of a car, whether it was in hers or mine. I didn’t really enjoy talking about it, because I was always worried I would say something that would scare her off. I felt like any second she would say that I had nothing [..more..]
HELP! PLEASE! I really can’t speak to anyone else=( What should I do?
We are the night and the day!She is closed,she doesn’t make friends easily and when she meets people she doesn’t speak at all because she doesn’t know them!She wears all the time dark clothes,she acts like she is always in pain even if she doesn’t, just because she likes it!She thinks that we can make [..more..]
My Warrior
God, my Warrior Who fights for my life Defeats my enemies And keeps me from strife God, my Warrior Who protects me from harm My Knight in Shining Armor Who guards me til dawn God, my Warrior Who leads my way Facing peril and danger To keep me safe God, my Warrior Who fights my [..more..]
Hey (waves) !! Hey!! (Pulls chair out) Sit down, lets chat.
Hello There! You’re late! I’ve been expecting you three hours ago, the ambiance here is lovely isn’t it. What? You don’t know me? Oh, haha. Off course you don’t. Hello there, umm.. I’ll make up a name.. does Anna sound nice? Okay, lets just say my name was Anna. Yes, Hello there, my name is [..more..]
My smile doesn’t mean I’m happy.
I’m getting really good at pretending. I’m the happy one in our group. I’m always laughing and joking, but I’m really dying. None my friends break through my wall. I feel that even though I’d do anything for them, they can’t do that for me. I don’t know what to do.
nothingness
i dont even know what to do. i dont want to commit suicide, but i wish i had never exhisted. my whole life ive been placed in the shadows. i was always thought second of. No one ever gave me a chance. i feel like everything i do i second guessed. To start from the [..more..]
Its not fair.
Its not fair. Its not fair how much I truly cared. How I would have done anything for her. Did everything I could possibly do to try to make her happy. I know im not perfect. But I tried. For 3 months I was truly happy. Not that fake happy I always showed. I wasent [..more..]
Love and fear
You know I thought i found the one i love that i knew everything there is to know that i have been through it all, and slowly i am realizing that i know nothing, i thought that when i love someone it would never fade, but yet it did. Damn I knew love was complicated, [..more..]
About to get into the “Real World”
For the 4-5 years in University I took so many moments for granted. I’ve met such amazing people and made so many life-long friends. We’ve been through so many crazy moments where we laughed and fought but it’s all going to be over very soon… It’s not going to be the same anymore, ever. I’m [..more..]
For You
You are my heartbeat. I have never loved anyone else. You are the only person that I have loved in my life. You make me so happy. I feel so lucky to wake up to your kiss everyday. You are someone who I want to grow old with. The only thing I want to change [..more..]