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Posted by Anonymous on 2013/03/31 under Friends

We are the night and the day!She is closed,she doesn’t make friends easily and when she meets people she doesn’t speak at all because she doesn’t know them!She wears all the time dark clothes,she acts like she is always in pain even if she doesn’t, just because she likes it!She thinks that we can make crazy things because we make ourselves fools.She is scared of every person who happens to come close to us and she doesn’t know him, and when I say close I mean the other side of the road.I?I speak to every people who seems to me nice.I wear all the time summer clothes because I think the dark clothes show an unhappy person.I make crazy things to have fun and forget my past which is very painful for me because of a guy. And I am not scared of every people I don’t know, because THEY ARE JUST PEOPLE!But,once upon a time when we were 10 I heard lots of kids that were saying that she was stupid and other stuff like that, and I said “Guys,come on!You don’t even know her!”.So I talked to her. II found out that she was a very good friend and she still is.I mean she hears me everytime I ‘m down and she is there for me when I need her.And that’s why until now I chose to be her best friend and accept all the negative parts of her.But she has overdone it!Now,she seems like she is living just to make her parents happy and having good grades!I am a good student too,but I would never turn down my friends like that!What did she do?For third time,even though we had told to get together,she cancelled it so she can study!And she didn’t even care ennough to send me a message!No,I had to call her and ask where we would go so I could find out that she would study!But,yesterday she told me “I think that we haven’t spend time alone since forever!We really should meet alone!”!Did I metion that she is a coward?Yesterday we had clubs,time at school when we choose a club and spend our time doing it for example we are at the volleyball, and our English teacher told us to write a test that time.We wrote it but then,I saw that the volleyball had gone at the inside gym doing nothing because of the earlier rain.So I didn’t want to go and I said to her “How about we stay outside?Noone will find out and we won’t lose anything,they are sitting around watching other girls playing” and she said yes.But then she wasn’t feeling well because she was outside and another girl came out,and when she saw us she said she would join us because at the gym she was bored.But my best friend insisted on going inside so I said to her “Go if you want, we will stay outside,and if she asked for me tell her that I am still writing the test” and she went.I had a great time,we made jokes with the other girl and told ouur news.She got bored doing nothing and for her it was just 2 terrible hours.After that she didn’t say a thing but I could see that she was angry because I didn’t join her.The gym teacher?Never asked for me,never understood that the other girl had gone and never understood that my best friend had come in.But, most importantly and on top of all that,she thinks I don’t have a chance with the boy I like because he is 2 years older than me and the older boys don’t even look at us.Annd she thinks that I am flerting with a guy who I have know since we were 7 because I hug him!Not to mention that she with her behaviour made my friends feel weird and not coming to my house last summer!(I hang out with other guys,boys and girls, at summer and I could see in their faces that they felt weird because she didn’t speak at all)And when I go to make something “crazy” like speak to a beautiful guy who seems nice or sing out loud or dance in the middle of the road she threats me and says “If you do this ourfriendship is over!” What should I do? I mean I would tell her my problems and to change them but it would be like I had said “Change yourself”

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