Depression is an extreme sadness, a lack of worth in a sense. It’s more than just a frown and a tear. It’s a feeling that you are completely worthless, helpless, and that happiness is no where to be found. You are in a hole with no ladder or rope and the light above you is slowly closing above your head. You feel trapped in your own sorrow, and no one is there to help.
i have a boyfriend now, and he really makes me happy. but its not that, its my dad. hes done some stuff, and i just wish, that he can be a better person and i sometimes wanna ignore him, but… i cant. i love him soo much.
i dont wanna feel this at all.
This is how I would best describe depression: It feels like you are drowning, but everyone around is breathing. You feel so alone, even in a crowded room. I understand, I know. I have had really bad depression ever since Jr. High and it started over little things but progressively got worse. I ended up very sad, and most of my teen years were spent alone in my basement, crying and thinking. At the end of high school, I decided to get help. And was the best thing I ever did. My boyfriend fully supported me the whole way along. And while it was hard to get over all my sadness, I got through it. I hope you can find happiness one day. .xx