I recently had someone tell me that the reason I am the way I am, is because I’m extremely insecure. I cried and realized that they were right.
Why am I so insecure? I’m not sure.
I feel as if I’m ripping my Fiance and our relationship apart. We have been together for 5 years and all I ever think about is there’s someone better out there for him. I’m not the one for him, why is he still here? I get pissed when I see him staring down fellow ladies, I question him when he’s texting or calling someone. When he asks if he can go out at night, I ask him which girl he’s going to see now? When he’s at work — I tell him to have fun on his lunch break and ask him who’s he taking out this afternoon? He gives me no reason to have any doubts, but this is how I feel. I know, it’s terrible and I’m a terrible person.
I feel as if I’m just joking around, but honestly.. I’m not at all.
Hi. Ok, here is the thing. A love, a relationship, builds on trust. Trust is the base of everything, the thing that holds it all together. Without trust, the building will fall. If this man is your fiancé, I hope you can completely trust him and tell him everything. Because this is the man that you are going to marry. There is also a difference between jealousy and trust. This man loves you, and wants to be your husband. He wants you too feel the same. He also wants you to tell him everything, your thoughts and emotions. Tell him how you feel. It will be a good start to a happy marriage. Good luck, and remember to trust your heart .xx