happy birthday dad
today is my dad’s birthday. oh god please bless him with good health, and a long life. love u dad….
miss u friend
i am very unhappy that i had to lose a friend of my schooldays after our send off. i never met him after the online admission day. i dont know where he is now. but i miss him a lot. he was my best. though we are not in contact now, i would love to [..more..]
It was ME
I feel so angry, sad, frustrated and stupid not because of what others did/say but I know that all this happened and I let the opportunity slip away because of me. I know that it is my fault so I can;t blame anyone and only myself. I know I can’t keep procrastinating but it is [..more..]
Coming Out
I just came out to my sister, she was the first person I told, it happened only about 2 minutes ago. I burst into tears. I know in movies, the say they can hear there heart pumping, but this was the first time I actually felt it. I could actually hear my heart pumping. I [..more..]
Sometimes, I just want to die.
Sometimes, I hate myself. Then, my family and society and magazine and other girl and other boys and people I’ve never met. Sadly, I am the only one to blame. It is my fault I allowed myself to be unhappy. My fault I binge. My fault I can’t be a normal person. My fault I [..more..]
recovering
I eat normally again, so please back off. Don’t make me feel like a criminal, keeping your watchful eye on me, making sure that every morsel goes past my lips. You think that you are helping, but in reality, you make me want to run far away from you.
Lalalala
Llalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala I think I’m going crazy from all the negative thoughts in my mind, what should I do? Please help me, I want to feel better, I need to feel better, I want to escape this dark tunnel of sadness and depression. Please, I can’t talk to anyone about this so that’s not an option, [..more..]
I’m not exactly sure
Well, life sucks, man. I don’t understand all this BS going on. This is too much and I feel bad for bothering people wit my crap. I won’t bother anyone anymore..I’m doing things on my own. I miss my dad. I hate myself for being a B****, I’m scared to be with anyone; as a [..more..]
just me
I really don’t know how I feel right now I’m so confused I just wanted to say that
it’s realy killing me!!!!!
i miss him so much, it’s been a while since we haven’t see each other, he never called, he used to send me some msg but he didn’t show up this time & hate it, i miss him so much i wish he knew