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Ugh! I can't stand this jealousy anymore. And quite frankly I don't want my psrtner to find other people attractive cause i get insecure. And i just think that one day he will realise I'm the ugliest person in the universe and what if he is embarrassed about me ?
Lol
The fact that my 40+ year old English teacher told the class she wants to dress up as Evelynn from KDA is sending me
hate the way i live
i feel like a bad person for hating my family, but i can not handle them and cant stand being near them. running away from them did not solve anything.
Dear Someone
I am writing this because I guess I want to share what is on my mind. I can say I am living my life, I live in the province where there is a fresh air, I have the things that I need, I have my gadgets, my motorcycle, I can go anywhere I can, I [..more..]
Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure
Are you gay? Do you feel depressed? Then Jojo's Bizarre Adventure is for YOU! Don't give up after the first 9 episodes tho or I'll have to personally beat your bootyhole 🙁
Loving Myself or Someone Else?
Why is loving yourself hard? Truly, you should be the only person that matters (coming from a 21-year-old without kids or a spouse). When you have taken care of others for so long, you forget that yourself DOES matter. The thoughts of "Do I truly matter?" creep inside this damaged head of yours. When you [..more..]
damn pissed
really f***ing hate this s***ty person named C. damn unhelpful, damn clueless. I help her with 90% of her work but she's like f***ing ungrateful piece of s***. yeah that's right. if you help someone for 1-2 times they will appreciate it and thank you. u help them the 3rd time and beyond they will [..more..]
Random Thoughts
Have you ever thought about how will you die? I mean would you like to know when or where will you die? If there is someone who is gonna sit with you, hold your hands and say the things that she/he want to say to you while your breathe is slowly going away? I mean [..more..]
Vulnerable tales
I haven't written in awhile. Spent alot of my time being sick and just feeling emotionally unwell. It's not that I've been crying, I rarely do. Anyways, Life was hard a few months ago or more. I can't even fathom what was going through my head at the time. , because even I didn't know. [..more..]
im okay but im not…
Growing up was tuff but i didnt know it was tuff because i didnt know any better i guess i had some family aunties a nan a few people who cared i was on top of the world despite my alcoholic mother running away alot getting beat up my dad was there but he has [..more..]