im okay but im not…
Growing up was tuff but i didnt know it was tuff because i didnt know any better i guess i had some family aunties a nan a few people who cared i was on top of the world despite my alcoholic mother running away alot getting beat up my dad was there but he has [..more..]
im okay but im not…
Growing up was tuff but i didnt know it was tuff because i didnt know any better i guess i had some family aunties a nan a few people who cared i was on top of the world despite my alcoholic mother running away alot getting beat up my dad was there but he has [..more..]
life
on Friday I wasn't in the best place mentally. I was in school (I'm 13) and I just had an urge to die I was careless I had nothing to care for not even my self I have a screwdriver only a little one I got it in a Christmas cracker last year and I [..more..]
wake up.
They are guiding society over a cliff edge, its utter madness and people aint waking up. Guiding people into a dystopia where we are total slaves and dehumanized beyond belief. Why are people going ahead with the insanity? How brain dead must the people be? They never cared about you, they spent their lives poisoning [..more..]
Endings
My best friend died on the 8th, she was everything to me. I've been suicidal a long time and I'm constantly being given reasons to end it all, now my best friend is gone too. I don't see any reason in continuing, she was gonna help me get on my feet and now I'll never [..more..]
how do i do things
how do i just talk to him 🤠 like it’s not that hard, right? he’s just another human being, but his friends can be annoying and i don’t want the questions or daily interrogations, how do i just pluck up the courage to message or talk to him, his world is so far away from [..more..]
sc13- devilish
yo cwavey u think ur bad ye what happened to oggravy man got put in his gravey and his gyal is givvin me babies
Fantasy Recurrence
I have this fantasy. One I have found is not to uncommon, yet I can't help but wonder what it would be like. How would it happen, how would I react, how would it end. Statistically speaking its possible to happen, yet knowing my luck it probably won't ever happen to me, I'm not sure [..more..]
Confused
Dont know what to think anymore lately I been trying to win you back it's been so hard lately with working everyday and when I get home I feel really drained.I try do things around the house to help you out and contribute to the family.I want to conversate with you but I am always [..more..]
BTS
became a big issue for me while ago, I couldn't focus on anything other than BTS. I even started dreaming about them. So I'll tell you how I did it. When I was streaming BTS videos on YouTube I unexpectedly came across this video some one created. Comparing Michael Jackson and BTS. I knew MJ [..more..]