Common
Trustworthy Deep Interesting Loving Caring Intelligent But it was something else, something more…. It was most likely not reciprocated. I was younger then. F***, I'm so lonely but not alone. Sorry
My hope is like a sinking ship
Can't sleep and now the busyness of the day has begun.
Narrator
Can't sleep I've never felt such loneliness This loneliness is mine to deal with Driving Music's to loud, turned it down to ten Still to loud, turned it off Where was I going trying to escape from myself Trying to run from people I can't find comfort Parked and sat in silence The street lights [..more..]
Painful journey
It’s been 3 years since I got married and moved in with my husband and parents-in-law. I can’t wait to move out to my own house. I know it sounds so ungrateful because they have been sparing a roof over me when I was “homeless”. But I still feel resentment that I can just rent [..more..]
thoughts about drama no one cares about
Offline TV won't be the same without Fed. It's sad to see him leave especially like this, but I support The house's decision. Even if he was drunk, and what he did after he got drunk wasn't really his fault as his sense of judgement was impaired, I strongly believe that it would be incredibly [..more..]
Morning of May 27
May 27, 2020 6:55 AM So, after going to sleep at 11pm, I woke up at what I think is 6am while having dreams of my parents forcing me to religious events and religious books (like they been pandering recently). Still laid on the bed for almost an hour before simulating a decision to get [..more..]
Day after MATH 2271 exam memories
Thursday, April 16, 2020 04:56 Again, I've slacked on these writings because I'm too tired or too lazy….. Mum called a few days ago to wish me well for exams. Then yesterday, after the MATH 2271 exams, she says that she was praying. Unfortunately I had failed the courses since the term started. Didn't even [..more..]
Usual f***up
So missed all classes today again. Woke up early 7:30, but stayed laying. Then got up later, which wasn't too late, but somehow misread my clock and thought it was too late for the 9:30 class. Then I gave up on the 10:30 one. In the meantime. I don't even know if I want to [..more..]
Finally completed the petition letter
Wednesday, June 17, 2020 20:19 Finally finished writing my petition letter for YorkU two days ago after a month of struggling to complete a task which is supposed to be simple and quick. Took me forever to come up with sentences. Also struggled to get excuses/reasons for my failures and why my petition should be [..more..]
Nah
You are sad. That wasn't me responding to WJD and still isn't. It wasn't me falling for any of your tactics. Funny you think it was. I knew all along! If it helps you fell better you can believe that it was. You want me to look like I have done something wrong or like [..more..]