52 Card Pickup
Open the door to within Let that medicine seep in The tears burn away the past All the disgust in your skin Strong is the one who closes Heartburn sinks the skip afloat Leaves pity in its wake Constant screaming dampens Why waste the wrinkles on your bones? The man cackles as he holds I [..more..]
52 Card Pickup
Open the door to within Let that medicine seep in The tears burn away the past All the disgust in your skin Strong is the one who closes Heartburn sinks the skip afloat Leaves pity in its wake Constant screaming dampens Why waste the wrinkles on your bones? The man cackles as he holds I [..more..]
52 Card Pickup
Open the door to within Let that medicine seep in The tears burn away the past All the disgust in your skin Strong is the one who closes Heartburn sinks the skip afloat Leaves pity in its wake Constant screaming dampens Why waste the wrinkles on your bones? The man cackles as he holds I [..more..]
Can you help me?
I'm trying to control everything, trying to guess how things are gonna be. Struggling to make this supposedly perfect image I've got in my mind about how things should be turn into reality… and the possibility of me not living up to my own expectations and just getting hurt takes up so much space in [..more..]
Writing a song is helpful but sucks too
Creating lyrics are easy but when you get a bunch, ordering them is annoying ;-;
Lets
Watch the D*** Van Dike show and veg out.
Realization
I need deep connection(s) but I've only made few in my life. My counselor asked me to think about what they had in common, I could only think of two things. They were trusting and deep. One was a best friend, a sister figure and the other a best friend and love. Why was it [..more..]
Common
Trustworthy Deep Interesting Loving Caring Intelligent But it was something else, something more…. It was most likely not reciprocated. I was younger then. F***, I'm so lonely but not alone. Sorry
My hope is like a sinking ship
Can't sleep and now the busyness of the day has begun.
Narrator
Can't sleep I've never felt such loneliness This loneliness is mine to deal with Driving Music's to loud, turned it down to ten Still to loud, turned it off Where was I going trying to escape from myself Trying to run from people I can't find comfort Parked and sat in silence The street lights [..more..]