Cutting?
So, I know this sounds stupid but even though I'm not depressed anymore I still want to cut. I used to be extremely depressed, suicidal, sleep deprived, anxious 24/7, and I was starving myself. But now I am better, I have friends and happy days. Sure, I am sad daily but not depressed. When I [..more..]
The Past: Round 2
I got pregnant my senior year. Yes, i still graduated. But, the dad dipped b4 my 1st trimester. As I think back, I dont recall really ever feeling 'any such way' about it. I'm sure I hurt but don't recall any serious depression issues ect. I just kept going, forging ahead i guess. My only [..more..]
land of the free and brave
as per the book that made us all as what we are, the rule of the game has been reached its conclusions.to know the truth and to be reach the gate to the world beyond the one must know something that not that hard to grasp and understand is called law of the nature section [..more..]
Gordon S
Hello, I know you are gone but I miss you. You always asked questions and cared how I was. You were the only person that knew me for me. You would say always I'm as close to any offspring that you had would be. You look at me as your daughter and for sometime I [..more..]
wow here i am again
i remember finding this website when i was probs like 13 years old, writing about my problems. here i come back as a 23 year old. i think, if anything, i never saw myself making it past 18. i really thought i wasnt going to be here after my freshman year in college. its interesting [..more..]
I want to be happy
I feel very trapped and unhappy with my husband. So stupid of me that I have picked him. We have a lot of differences too different that we clashed. Can someone tell me what I should do. I have considered getting a divorce but I haven’t told him of my thoughts. I wish I can [..more..]
Knot in the throat
You make me feel worse off. Like I'm ugly or I have problems when I clearly don't. I let you make me feel this I just don't understand why I hear judgements from you. I just want to do what I want. I'm an adult but not with you. You treat me like a child. [..more..]
Hurt and Kill
That's my impression. I believe in a loving fair Christian God. I think I've suffered enough for you. When you kill me and I'm sure you will, that's why in my will I won't allow my body to be cremated because I want you to be caught. If we can't get you, God will. God [..more..]
F***
I am so f***ing lonely. I am alone without adult interaction most of the time. I need to get myself out of this situation and state and repetitive day to day living. I want a f***ing job, but one I enjoy. I need a life. I hate the fear of not knowing if I can [..more..]
Judgement Day
Does it cost the same to "burn a debt" or "Burn-a=witch"? How much does it cost us for God to kill satan? And finally we do all know how much it cost Jesus Christ to save us but who cares if we get saved right!