Please help me
Someone PLEASE tell me why the f*** am i always the one who gives more? Why am i always the one who cares more, hurts more? I can't keep doing this. Why is it that nothing good can stick around for me. Why is it that I'm always there but actually, not quite ? Please, [..more..]
Destiny! Please be kind to me
Okay!so how should i start this i literally just searched where should i able to write my heart out and it brought me here. I am really pissed off with what my destiny has landed me to i am 19 a fat indian girl who has not been able to crack a medical exam even [..more..]
woof
Do you know that time when you just need to cry. When you feel guilty about all the things you've done in the past. How useless you are. I just hate this feeling. When im being yelled at for no reason. When i overthink about things. About how selfish i could be without realizing. how [..more..]
indian f***s
went to a work wear army style shop today, indians, there is the dad and his arrogant son, walked in there a month ago, they kept telling me to pull my mask up, so i did. .. Anyway i walked in there today and my scarf wasnt over my nose, he said " PUT YOUR [..more..]
where are we going
I've never done this before. Shared my thoughts(had to stop after that line for a sec) I've shared them in the car to myself, in the shower, in my head, hell even to people I'm close too. What are we? Well were logical creatures at heart, its quite clear to see that we always try [..more..]
Blank
My head feels full, full of nonsense. I’m lazy and unmotivated. I’m drowning but not in an ocean, this is my own doing. The liquid that fills my lungs is made by myself, and as I choke on my own saliva I gasp for air. When I clear my airways there’s still the embarrassment of [..more..]
My Thing
Well, here I am. Trying to find a place to just…write. To get out of my head a little. First things first. I have to use analogies in life or I wouldn't be able to function, to understand, or to say how I want things to come out. next, I cannot write worth a lick. [..more..]
Im drowning.
There's so much hurt in the world. How am I supposed to cope. I'm not sure what to do anymore. I'm drowning in an ocean but everyone thinks I'm afloat. I can't escape my thoughts, they keep me down and still, I'm stuck. At the bottom of the ocean, I drown unable to get back [..more..]
Im drowning.
There's so much hurt in the world. How am I supposed to cope. I'm not sure what to do anymore. I'm drowning in an ocean but everyone thinks I'm afloat. I can't escape my thoughts, they keep me down and still, I'm stuck. At the bottom of the ocean, I drown unable to get back [..more..]
Being sing
To be honest I'm kind of tired of being single. There's a part of me who wants to meet someone.