I need deep connection(s) but I've only made few in my life. My counselor asked me to think about what they had in common, I could only think of two things. They were trusting and deep. One was a best friend, a sister figure and the other a best friend and love. Why was it only them? I am becoming older, every year I feel just a little bit colder towards people. It's been awhile since I just vibed with someone. I would at least make superficial connections, now there's none. I do enjoy my solitude at times but without these deep bonds I'm lacking. I feel close with my family, unfortunately it's not the same.
You won't know me