Done.
So since April I’ve been housebound. Completely stuck in my own home. Afraid to go out, and every time I did, I would panic and go right back. I got withdrawn from my school, I’m so far behind with my own life. And I have dreams. Dreams of going to New York when I’m 18 [..more..]
Tired of getting my hopes up..
Every guy I’ve been with which hasn’t been a lot has practically played me. I’m at the point where I’m about to just give up on guys sometimes I want to give up on life. But I can’t. It’s so hard to live a good life without being made fun of or stood up. Guys [..more..]
A regular kind of girl
Somewhere in the story everything can change. I feel the need to cry but for some reason I can’t anymore because I know that it’s wrong. I should not be crying over some little thing in my pathetic 17 years of life. I hate it when you tell me you miss me.. Because I am [..more..]
why cant I act like me?
I have new friends this year and I m hoping I don’t ruin it but already after four days of school my personality is like, whack and I sound younger than I am even though I look older than I am and better yet I’m crushing on a new male friend, who has a girlfriend [..more..]
I just want to feel loved.
I’m 13 years old and I am a person who puts others before me and forgives too easily but then people forget to do the same with me so I’m sorta begotten. I always feel alone like I have nobody to talk to, and some times I feel ugly even though others say I look [..more..]
new thing
I got something new today that isnt as good as its predecessor but only because I am not use to it I hope . I got so use to the other that I became good with it and now I feel back at square one . I need to remind myself not to take things [..more..]
Dunno what title
Uh, here, I feel so bad ;( I think my heart is bump and stick to a thousand cactus ;(. Its because of my ex-boyfriend. He always says, I love you as in every night he calls me just to say I love you. BUT the thing is, He has a girlfriend! I know you [..more..]
Love will never come to me.
I like this guy and I always thought he was pretty cute but Id never talk to him. It was only till 9th grade and I had classes with him to realize that he was smart but a class clown and a golf star. He always joked around with me like he would hug me [..more..]
I don’t know what to do anymore..
So there’s this guy i recently met that goes to school with my cousin. Well my cousin introduced us at the skating rink and then we couple skated and hung out for the rest of the night. Then he gave me his number and we texted everyday until we stopped yesterday.. I don’t know what [..more..]
Anger management
Ok so today I want to talk about my mom. Right now she is not my favorite person in the world. She doesn’t like my sleeping sleeping habbits. I like to come home from school and take a 2 hour power nap regardless of the sleep I got the might before. She can’t stand that [..more..]