Why am i like this?
i’m so sick of myself>..< cuz i just know a little bit of everything , but i'll try my best to fade those feelings away and have faith in myself! i don't know i'm just so depressed but i'll try!
I feel empty…
I am being bullied by kids in school. They say I talk gay. Everybody says ‘oh, secondary school is great, oh yeah, amazing!’ but I feel like killing myself. People say I have a writing talent but I don’t believe them. My sister is 19, pregnant and smokes and drinks alcohol every night. I feel [..more..]
high point
Back to doing what I like , hope I dont f*** it up again . Lesson learned is dont think all is lost or you just dig a deeper hole , gradually climb out and at some point you will reach the top again. Hope I get to get my hole while im at it
Sometimes i want to say screw it all and just be a bum.
I try really hard at everything i do, and i am actually pretty talented. But no one seems to notice my hard work, thats alright though. i don’t need to be recognized by the masses. But a little reward for a lot of work would be ecouragment enough to push forward… I recently was let [..more..]
getting back to normal
For once life actually seems to be getting back to normal. I know that there will probably be some more but hey, that’s life.. School so far has been amazing! I’ve made great friends and have good teachers. I can’t wait to see what all is going to happen to me throughout high school. Part [..more..]
Heartbroken
i’m stuck in a love triangle with my two best friends and i just ended my friendship with the guy. im completely heartbroken right now and i seriously regret it…any thoughts on helping me get through it?
Unsure
So, at school i was hanging with my best friend, but theres ALWAYS this kid who comes and follows us everywere. and its anyoying.he acts like a 10 year old and we are all in 8th. so i decided to go and sit with another group of friends that i have a chance with. i [..more..]
hm
sometimes i wonder whether anyone truly knows anything about me
I’m Sorry
Everything hurts right now, Everything is wrong and I don’t know what to do, I just want to break down It feels like I can talk to nobody anymore. I love him but he’s hurt me so bad and I’ve hurt him so bad and I just don’t know anymore my mind is a mess [..more..]
Feeling hopeless
I feel alone, like i have no one. I don’t know what to do with myself. My family is complicated as hell. I have many friend, 1 close, but she never listens to me.. I hear all her crap, but it’s like she never wants to hear mine and if she does, she never gives [..more..]