first love
First loves are always difficult but if at the final end of things ou realise tha you have no more tear left to cry then its sure that you have already used them up on that relationship and they are holding back for the next , whether it being a happy or sad moment.
Who should i be?
I’ve gone through life okay for the past few months, handelig everything fine. Suddenly change comes and screws everything up. But i delt with that too. But i just don’t know who i am anymore, like really. Lately everytime a person asks me something i wonder in what way i should answer them. In the [..more..]
new begining !!
hey you!! that is the last time i will look for you, i will go this time and find my own way, i wont look for you or remember, cause u will always be this deceitful memory.
I just cant express
My Love, I hate it when im so upset with you, and I cant tell you how I feel because I dont want to make you feel guilty. I know you try to make me happy, and you do. Its just the little things that hit me the most. I am not good at sharing [..more..]
Where to go?
This will be anonymous, right? I sure hope so, I don’t want anyone to know who I am, I just want someone to see and not judge and give me all this ‘Your worth it’ crap. It’s un-true and it makes me feel worse. I am 11, (12 in October) and I am so happy [..more..]
Done.
So since April I’ve been housebound. Completely stuck in my own home. Afraid to go out, and every time I did, I would panic and go right back. I got withdrawn from my school, I’m so far behind with my own life. And I have dreams. Dreams of going to New York when I’m 18 [..more..]
Tired of getting my hopes up..
Every guy I’ve been with which hasn’t been a lot has practically played me. I’m at the point where I’m about to just give up on guys sometimes I want to give up on life. But I can’t. It’s so hard to live a good life without being made fun of or stood up. Guys [..more..]
A regular kind of girl
Somewhere in the story everything can change. I feel the need to cry but for some reason I can’t anymore because I know that it’s wrong. I should not be crying over some little thing in my pathetic 17 years of life. I hate it when you tell me you miss me.. Because I am [..more..]
why cant I act like me?
I have new friends this year and I m hoping I don’t ruin it but already after four days of school my personality is like, whack and I sound younger than I am even though I look older than I am and better yet I’m crushing on a new male friend, who has a girlfriend [..more..]
I just want to feel loved.
I’m 13 years old and I am a person who puts others before me and forgives too easily but then people forget to do the same with me so I’m sorta begotten. I always feel alone like I have nobody to talk to, and some times I feel ugly even though others say I look [..more..]