sueanna
Well its 9:38pm and hes still not home he left at 530am. he prob wont be home til 11pm like any other night oh well ill just sit here and get both the babies to sleep again tonight by myself 🙁 owell i just wish i had someone to talk to.
im lost
I feel so despret. tonights going to be another night aalone with my babies my babies daddy has to work really late again tonight.nsometimes i think he just says he has to work late again so he doesnt have to come home to me and the babies and he cann hang out with his friends [..more..]
Not very well
I just feel so despert I don’t know why , and I am just young too young to feel like that , Everything is empty I have nothing to do , I have some personal problems and family problems , But I feel someday I will change be just memories who knows what can happen [..more..]
You’ve pissed me off
If you didn’t want to come to London with us then you could have just said. You didn’t have to bulls*** about how you were having family over. We changed the date for you, you knew we had been planning this trip for ages. I don’t care that you didn’t come really.. It’s more that [..more..]
Where are you?
I f***ing need to know where you are so that I can say good bye to you. I didn’t say hello to you when you were at school because I was nervouse as I hadn’t seen you and you were already surrounded by people. I wish I had because that was the last time i [..more..]
2 September Happy Birthday DMF
Your birthday came and went again this year as it did last year… I sent you a message the following day so it wouldnt get “overlooked” but that was a waste of time as you didnt reply.. Guess I really wasnt expecting you to… But it would have been nice if you had even just [..more..]
Self-Harm
Self-harm, is a way of expressing deep distress. A lot of people don’t know why they self-harm. It’s a means of communicating what can’t be put into words. It can be used as a release. See people assume if someone is self-harming they want to kill themselves, that’s not the case though for many people. [..more..]
Thoughts
why do i always have to be the one who loses her friends becoz of that b**** ..and Oh My God .the way she turns them against me , and hw she victimise herself and try to look like the innocent girl OmG ..i don’t hate her i despise her !
lifeless?
I am losing myself. it’s like everyone is so into their own world, they don’t realize i’m fading away. maybe someday i’ll disappear and no one will notice.
ifdfg
I made a promise last f***ing night not to cut and literally hours later I just want to f***ing kill myself. I AM WORTHLESS.