Posted by Anonymous on 2012/08/31 under Uncategorized Everything hurts right now, Everything is wrong and I don’t know what to do, I just want to break down It feels like I can talk to nobody anymore. I love him but he’s hurt me so bad and I’ve hurt him so bad and I just don’t know anymore my mind is a mess and everything is like a giant hurricane I just want the truth I want to know everything but at the same time I want to know nothing all I want is to be happy, but It feels like either way I will still be unhappy I know I will and all I want is him and nothing else and for us to happy but I know he doesn’t want it, he doesn’t want me anymore and it’s hurting so much It feels like someone’s stabbing me in the chest over and over again without stopping I want to cry forever I just want to curl up in a ball and die. Everything is a car crash, everything is worst nightmare ever all I want is to wake up and everything is good again It’s like I’m in that dream and somewhere deep down I know I will never wake up for the pain and the sadness I just want someone to tell me everything will be fine but it won’t will it, He doesn’t want me anymore and there’s nothing I can do there isn’t a thing I can do in the world that will make everything better again and make him want me again and it’s all my fault everything is my fault everything will be forever may fault and it’s horrible knowing I ruined everything the one thing I enjoyed in life my one and only person I wanted around all the time is gone I’m sorry I’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry……