its gonna hurt so bad
I might miss all my friends so much there like sisters to me but I can’t be selfish about it either I mean I could just be like mom I wanna stay but I’m not the one paying bills and rent I can’t be that selfish, if this is the best for us then so [..more..]
..why bother
got my heart ripped out 3 different times by 3 different crushes this weekend.. I don’t understand, I’ve always been a gentleman, and an awesome guy. But somehow that isn’t good enough. Sorry Ladies, I can’t look like Ryan Gosling, nor don’t I have the muscles of Channing Tatum.. I honestly don’t get it. I [..more..]
Live your life
Have you ever stopped in a middle of a place and thought what are all these people thinking and doing???…. what am I hear on earth to do today??? I believe i’m here for ny brother….. in your case it might be family…friends…anybody or anything…!! So when your down or upset just think i have [..more..]
WHY NOT ME???…
All these boys say who i don’t have a gf or why not me…. am i not perfect for you?? Well I feel like I am all alone… I get boys saying wow your beautiful!!!…but none of them get the guts to talk or ask me out… one other thing is that yeah i am [..more..]
Waiting out there for me?
I don’t know if you are waiting out there for me, but I like to think you are. I know I’m in a relationship right now, but I also know he’s not “the one”. I think about what you are like sometimes. I think you’ll be playful and understanding, and love how I look. I [..more..]
I am comfused
I feel so terribal, but i dont know why. I have started cutting, becuse i fell so terribal. Its like a part of me is missing and When i think of my dad… Well i hate him but i dont know why! I have always hated him, and when i visit him i want to [..more..]
Making me feel unworthy
Idk anymore…my best friend…I think she thinks im annoying..and she grew tired of me..witch its fine by me..i just idk..i sont want to live int his universe anymore..stupid people..stupid thoughts..stupied not understanding…i cant find anyone…worth spending time on..
You’re gone
I don’t think I’ll ever fully accept that you’re gone until I say goodbye to you in person. Where are you?
randomn thought
i hav hurt a llot of people..lied to dem but i want to start fresh before my birthday..i want to forget everything n be stronger 🙂
my life…
It’s sad when the only thing you thought would always be there seems to not know if it’ll even last. Hurts to picture a perfect picture without that frame being there to hold everything together… but whats left to do when everything’s been done? Just be thankful for what was once felt and leave it [..more..]