darkness..
I used to smile… a cheerful nd pure smile.. i used to be innocent… although i had my days wer ove had people fool me nd use me.. beginning from an unloving nd lyinh father left .. men hav always been d same nd growing up i observed a truth that love is a joke, [..more..]
Scared
I feel like im losing my soul… Every move i make turns to @*##. I cant keep a relationship…with anyone. I know that im a pain in the ass, but i also know that im very misunderstood at times. Im not a typical depressive. Well, let me anonymously tell yall something. I was a heroin [..more..]
Grief
I wish I could believe in the afterlife. I wish I could believe the soul left the body upon death and ascended into some beautiful realm. I wish more than anything that I had faith. I have no faith. Now I will never be sure. My anamchara died, my best friend, my sworn soul mate. [..more..]
did you really mean it??
you say you love me, and you say you will always love me, did you really mean it? you said when you saw me it was like love at first sight, did you really mean it? you said that I was everything you ever wanted and ever needed, did you really mean it? you said [..more..]
Passion where are you?
Every morning I wake up, happy to wake up I might add, wondering whats next? What is to become of my life? Some hours I’m happy, some hours I’m alone. I sit in the dark thinking, thinking too much. Worrying, worrying about things that have not occurred. So many what ifs. What is wrong? What [..more..]
29-04-12(3:22:15)
What do u do when d one person who is suppose to support you and help u stay up just keeps bring u back I don’t know what to do anymore I feel like my hold world is falling apart and I can’t do anything to stop it from falling. I feel hurt and I [..more..]
07-03-12(23:13:03)
school is hard. not the learning the learning goes by quickly and easily, quite boring, but yet the day just seem infinitely long. i think the reason for tht is the people. there are just some people you want to surround myself with and never want to say goodbye, then there are those who are [..more..]
20-02-12(0:50:00)
Write your thoughts/feelings here…Previously I wrote and expressed myself and want to clarify my last statement. My wife suffers from arthritis and ever since our kids have grown into hard working honest men. My wife no longer desires me I don’t know if its because I’m not well endowed.She only has sex if I lye [..more..]
04-01-12(7:38:08)
i had sex with him & no one knows it. not even my best friend because i regret it with all my soul. please god take it back
03-12-11(20:04:12)
I dream of my kids dying. every night. i dream of them being paralyzed. i can’t even think of them knowing s*** i did before. i die a bit every day thinking of how unworthy i am to have them. I cry every night knowing that my kids will die and i will have to [..more..]