Posted by Anonymous on 2012/09/23 under Uncategorized you say you love me, and you say you will always love me, did you really mean it?
you said when you saw me it was like love at first sight, did you really mean it?
you said that I was everything you ever wanted and ever needed, did you really mean it?
you said that you wanted me to be your wife and the mother of your children, did you really mean it?
you said that we were going to be high school sweet-heart, did you really mean it?
you said that we were soul mates from a previous life, did you really mean it?
you said that we were the perfect two, did you really mean it?
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i said that i loved you forever and ever, and i did mean that!
i said that you were my first love at sight , and i did mean that!
i said that you were everything i ever wanted and i will was ever need, and i did mean that!
i said that i will be you wife and have your kids, and i did mean that!
i said that i wanted to be your high school sweet heart, and i did mean that!
i agreed to us being soul mates from previous life!
i said that we are the perfect two, and i did mean it!
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why is it that everything that we planned was just a fantasy and why couldn’t it be reality?
i feel like that the time i spent with you is just like a dream that i didn’t want to wake up from, a world where everything was going so well so perfect that it felt like it could actually be reality for that moment in time. being by your side made everything around me stand still like we were the only two people left in this world, nothing could grab my attention like the smile you had on your face when you looked at me. i loved you every second that we were together and i cherished it. But the came judgment once again to see if we were really meant for each other, and people got in the way trying to pull, push us away , but the bond we had was way to strong to break, that even when ower hand were to be cut off of ower body ower hands would still be holding on to each other, never letting go.
but in reality is that every single word you told me was a lie that is a fact i founded that out the hard way, you are telling the same thing you told and planned with me to a different girl showing her the smile that will reel her in all the way. everything is a lie you lie start to me face, i guess that the feelings i had for you didn’t get to you as much as you wanted too. so the only thing is that i need to teach you is that I’m not hurt from this , I’m just learning what not to do for next time, by the time i find that person you would probably tell a million of girls the same thing you told me which in the end was a lie , and in high school the place that we were going to be high school sweet-heart you come back to me and tell me the same lie all i do is say is that you are one f***ed up boy. i smile at you and you start to blush not knowing what you had until you lost it.
well good-bye for now
sincerely jessica.r.m
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intence. i have the same thing going on but its starting out. i have no telling what the end is but. yea.
yea i wrote this at the time when i thought my boyfriend was cheating on me with a girl that made me mad on facebook but everything is good so far